Gospel singer Ruth Matete has revealed that things have not been easy for her.
In a post shared on her Instagram account, Pastor Matete says she has some good days and bad days but is hopeful things will get better soon.
“Truth is some days are very hard. When death knocks at your door, there’s nothing you can do. Some days, voices in my head tell me am taking too long in this mourning phase. But I have made up my mind not to be hard on myself. I patiently wait for the day God will heal me totally.” She said
Ruth Matete said that on some days she also doubts if the pain will ever truly go away.
“But the again, some days I doubt if this kind of pain can totally heal. So I ask God to give me a new heart instead.
Till then, I’ll smile when God gives me a chance to. I will laugh when God allows me to. But above all, I will keep serving Him.” She added